'Social Grief' is a poetic false elegy which dragged itself onto the page after I spent far too long in the despondent company of Twitter.
Yes, I do realise I’m only making things worse.
Social Grief
Some write to remember, some write to forget. Some write for others – they say. Exhuming mildewed memories from rotten stoneboard beds, their spun reality ignores the dead. Long-suffering self-assumption means our writer has justly bled. Only their angst-filled head can be trauma’s willing host. It’s reason enough to plead they’ve suffered more than most. Revealing their feelings to a world which should – but doesn’t – care, their fleeting audience is unheeding, of evocations blandly wrought. A glimpse enough to affirm their false tuppences of thought. Our writer persists, entrancing followers with pleaded platitudes of suffering. A virtuous, acronymous stream, to wring heartfelt feelings from others. Imploring strangers and friends, to be their sisters and brothers. Lingering as unwanted guests, their word-worms remould our brains’ clay. Heart-soaked likings claimed, our writer’s fraught words remain. Daubed onto our creaking memories’ wattle, staining us with their false, immodest pain.